My Damned Revenge ( In Words )

MOVED!~

2010-03-05T19:28:00.001+08:00

MOVED!!!
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CYCLING @ECP

2010-03-03T19:46:00.002+08:00

"woah!today was awesome~fun fun fun bt tiring :D
went to met ariff early in the morning to get the bike,after that went to SPC to mit them which is MUS,NAWFAL,IRFAN,NAIM,ZAN!thanks naim for not going the training :) and also zan for coming although u was back from work :)) so,around 9 liddat off we went to the connectors which is tamp,simei,bedok,east coast :DDD had many pit stop ,listened to songs so as to make the cycling more fun :) so HOT siol...but we manage to bare it larr.have to!before we reached the foodcourt att east coast,we took videos and pics.best oi!!! but naim and ariff acidentally delete all that stuff T.T sedih pe.tapi tkpe,i dun blame them :) so,we went to eat.very the delicious! NASI AYAM PENYET!nyahahahaha.then,went to take videos since they ter-delete it.upload it at FB,got to see it.although it seems ez,u gt to go and see it for yourself!and also try larr.challenging sia.HAPPY sia i manage to complete the obstacle ^^ grats zam and also to my friends :)) after that,off we went to changi to eat and drink,they eat prata egg and plain one,while i eat ntg,don't feel like eating =X then,i rushed home cos of u noe why larr.communicating with her is so hard,so gotta take chances :D and yeah,im here ryte now ,feeling tired.any1 massage me? joking XD k la,gotta go religious class soon -.-'' BYE peeeps .here's the link to the pic,the video will be uploaded soon... http://www.facebook.com/video/?upload#!/album.php?id=720742331&aid=153691" TAKEN FROM ZAM'S BLOG!!!

HAHAHAHA! WENT TO EAST COAST PARK FROM PASIR RIS!!!
On the return journey, my back tire PANCIT!!!
Haizzz...terpakse aku tompang ahmad~
Haha, THANKS A LOT YEAP AHMAD AND HAMIZZAN!!!

Another Day Has Gone

2010-03-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

Today went to Zameerul's place, with Mustaqim and Irfan. Haha, basically just lepaks ☺☺☺.

Cycled there and cycled back. Tiring but I think it's worth it, haha! I saved like $1 on bus-fare? XD

Boredom strikes at me almost everytime...
Nowadays I get sleepy too often...
I think I should go to sleep now...
I'm so gonna watch How to Train Your Dragon in 3D, Kick-ass and Clash Of The Titans when they come out.
Oh and Ironman 2!

To new school and before...

2010-02-26T17:53:00.000+08:00

Today me and Zameerul went to Temasek Polytechnic to hand in our enrollment forms. Had a fast game at 10 till 11. Left house at 11.30am to meet Zameerul at Afghanistan. The actual plan was to cycle there from Afghanistan together. Sadly...all 3 of my bikes were not-usable. Haha.
So I went there by bus and met him there. I reached there at around 12.15pm and Zameerul arrived at around 12.30pm.
After dropping our enrollment forms at the one-stop service centre, we went to the canteen in the Business School area to 'lek lu' haha.
Then we went to the mosque for prayers.
After that, went back to my place as I had promised to cycle to school with him. So I went to take my most 'handsome' bike and went to the shop to change the front tube.
Cycled to school from there, very fun, seeing Zameerul doing all sorts of nonsense things while cycling. Haha!
Before going to school we went to meet the others underneath Mustaqim's block. Lepak jap abeh baru blah~

Went to school and met some of my juniors and friends haha! Nice to see ya'all!~
Played with my darling ( PIANO LAHHH ) and then left at around 5.10pm...as it looked like it was about to rain. Just reached home from school and I'm writing this post...well actually it's typing... -.-

Looking forward to skype-ing with Zameerul and Mustaqim again today...
Looking forward to msn-ing with all my buddies; Adikarya, Indra, and some other peeps...
Looking forward to games later with Mustaqim and Zameerul...
Looking forward to funny and stupid Facebook status updates...

Aites~
C YA!~

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2010-02-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today went out with Mustaqim and Zameerul. Zameerul needed to get his Xray done at Tampines Street 11 and we accompanied him. Haha, had a great time...even though it was mainly walking.....
Like usual...nothing much was done today.
Walked for a long time...did housework...
Played computer...chatting with friends...
Skype with Mustaqim and Zameerul...
☺

HELLO WORLD!

2010-02-22T12:35:00.001+08:00

LONG TIME NEVER POST!!!
HAHA!!!
I KNOW IT'S FREAKING RANDOM BUT I DECIDED TO DO MY FIRST POST OF THE YEAR TODAY WAHAHAHAHA!!!
Going to try to be more active on blogger hehe, since I got nothing much to do anyways... =D

Nowadays...
I feel that life has no purpose...
Everyday is the same routine...
Wake up for prayer...
Sleep...
Wake up...
On computer...
Do housework...
Sit at computer...
Facebook...
Youtube...
Watch-movies-online.tv...
Gaming...
Eat...
Sit at computer...
Bathe...
Pray...
Sit at computer...
Facebook...
Youtube...
Watch-movies-online.tv...
Gaming...
Pray...
Eat...
Sit at computer...
Facebook...
Youtube...
Watch-movies-online.tv...
Gaming...
Pray...
Sit at computer...
Facebook...
Youtube...
Watch-movies-online.tv...
Gaming...
Pray...
Sleep...

Hahas!
In between every thing there'll be times when my mom and dad tells me to do some other things such as going to the market etc....
Haizzz....

Going to change my music and layout too, considering actually...
Hmmmm....

My taggy is dead -.- Like literally...
Haha! Last entry was on the 4th Octover LAST YEAR!
Come to think of it...no one really did bother to tagboard me T_T
BUT...
I know that some people are reading my blog and not tagboarding...
AND...
I feel so sad T_T
HAHA!

note

2009-12-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

Won't be posting for a while...lazy -.-
haha
Have a fun time during the holidays peeps :D

Bored

2009-12-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

No purpose in life...
Haizzz...

Just now went to plan for sec 1 orientation camp with Razzan, Mustaqim and Charmian.
Something to really kill time ^^
Had a fun time just now...even though it was nothing much.

Met up with Adi on the way back, thanks for making my day!
I pray for the best for your upcoming results Adi!
"KO TKKAN FAIL LUH!" :D

Do you even recognise me or have you forgotten me completely...
I'm worried; even coming near you, even talking to you it makes me uneasy...
A hundred times Ive erased it off while passing my nights on my own...
While were walking, you and I, even if we say our eyes meet...
You just keep on going on and pretend you never saw me?
As if there's nothing wrong...

Now I'm praying for you

so bored...

2009-12-11T22:19:00.001+08:00

Have nothing much to do nowadays......
Currently addicted to Demon's Souls on PS3......
Ok bye! ^^

Councillor camp 2009

2009-11-26T13:59:00.001+08:00

It was fun-tastic! =D
Frankly speaking, I didn't expect it to be such! Haha!
Got my self injured during the camp and just came home from the hospital.
Had to get my right hand casted.....
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Suddenly life becomes such a challenge for me.....T_T

Damn...

2009-11-23T22:17:00.001+08:00

Finally, after X ( I lost count =P ) months, my flu immunization jab has finally ran out of juice.
I feel so bad now...
Very bad...
Wasn't this bad during the day...
Currently in two/( three if undershirts are counted =D ) layers of clothing and I'm still feeling so cold...
Can't be because of the weather right?
I mean it's only like...
30.8 degrees...
Just like how ordinary nights are... -.-

Today me, Sufyan, Hamizzan, Adikarya, Naufal, Mustaqim and Zuhaili went to the airport to see off the brave soldiers of Pasir Ris Crest Secondary School who will be going to Cambodia to help those people there.
Then...a very small drama :D
Ms Shelia: Eh Nawfal, why you never join them?
Me: I got no time ar =P
Ms Shelia: Oh I can see that you are very busy right now, very irritating you know
Me: Hahaha!

Speaking about dramas...
Before we went to the airport, me, Sufyan, Hamizzan, Adikarya and Naufal went to eat breakfast.
Sourcing for the most cheapest and worthy meal, we decided to eat chicken rice at U Taste for only $1.80!
However...there was plenty of rice and sauce but not that much chicken -.-
When we sitting down to enjoy our lovely budget meals together...
Chinese Rocker: Wei naibei! #$%^&^&!%@&^%$^&@!#$*(&%#! (some random chinese words [ I'm pretty sure they are vulgarities ] ) {points towards Botak Chinaman}
Botak Chinaman: .....( kept quiet and continued to set up tables and chairs )
Me: (stared at Chinese Rocker)
Chinese Rocker: (stared back)
Me: *gasps* ( pretended nothing happened and continued sitting down )

By the way, I was like freaking scared! First time in my life I saw, first-hand, a Chinese Rocker get so angry -.-
I so didn't want to get on his nerves O.o

Chinese Rocker: ( continues to provoke Botak Chinaman ) { leaves after getting the attention of everyone else in the food court except the Botak Chinaman }

Wahhhhh!
Freaking drama I tell you! XD
And...
I did not stare at him because I want to...
It was normal human reaction! XD

Considering on changing tracks soon...
Should I...? O.o

End of Parties!

2009-11-22T15:15:00.000+08:00

On Wednesday, we ( Naufal, Sufyan, Zuhaili, Adikarya and myself ) went to TPRAWKZ for our JAM&HOP! and it was a blast!!!
Freaking awesome time! The DJ Andrew Chou from Zouk did an amazing job to keep all Rawkers entertained and have a rawking good time =D
I did snap some pictures, a few around four or five... -.-
Pictures can be seen at my facebook =D

On Thursday, me, Jach and Ahmad went shopping for grad night the following day. Tiring, I swear to god! Haha!
I never want to go shopping with Ahmad again! XDXDXD

On Friday, PROM! Prom was much better than I expected! There was a dancing session which I enjoyed so much! Before Prom, I had a rough day....
First: My pants were missing..my brother took them -.-
Second: My dad's pants were too tight for me so I had no formal pants -.-
Third: My shoes broke -.-
Fourth: My shoes broke...again -.-
Haizzz......
I already had a feeling that Prom was going to be a rough day...
And I was RIGHT =D
Sometimes I wish I could always be wrong -.-
Nevertheless, I had fun! :D
Pictures are up on facebook =D

First day of TPrawks 2009

2009-11-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

Had somewhat a unique experience today.
Played with Adobe Flash CS4 Premium and also Adobe Dreamweaver CS4, saw the Singapore Idol top 5 on stage first hand and also had some fun watching some of my mates freestyle dancing such as shuffling, tektonik, breakdance, popping and...pole, I think XD.

Considering on whether I should continue to go tomorrow right now, I feel kind of sick standing in the rain while waiting for dragonboating which didn't happen...
And I was so looking forward to it :(

Met with some cool new friends ( and weird ones XD ). Sadly, scanning was quite boring -.-

Today...
I realised...
That I may be foolish...
And selfish...
And that my friends may not be my friends anymore...
The term 'brothers' doesn't apply to me or my 'brothers' anymore...
Won't discuss the details here but in conclusion...
I Freaking Feel Like Shyt...

End of O's, a new beggining

2009-11-14T21:43:00.001+08:00

YESSAHHHH!!!
O's are over!!!
Like, finally!!!
I can't even believe it!!!
YESSAHHHH!!!
Been spending too much time ( and $$$ -_-||| ) on movies, gaming and other stuff :D
Today, I was at my grandmother's place...
Has been a while since I stepped into that house...
I found out that my uncle just got a new pet =D

Guess what's that?
Squirrel? Nope
Hamster? Nope
Raccoon? Nope
It's a Sugar Glider! It can glide already! But I didn't get a chance to catch it in action :(

AND...!!!
My cousin is sleeping at my place tonight!
YAY!!!

Went to catch 2012 at Century Square to celebrate Atiqah's birthday with Zuhaili, Sufyan, Adikarya, Naufal, Qayyum and Atiqah ( Duh! ).
Overall...
I find it boring...

On the other hand.......
Started Blackshot a week before the end of O's and now I'm Sergeant rank! ( A draw with Mustaqim -.- )
I so hate soupserizawa and his MP5 O.O

I SO WANNA LEARN HOW TO TEKTONIK LIKE SMBD!!!

Cool right?!

And I melt watching the two main girls in G-Dragon's Breathe music video :D

:D:D:D

I want to get myself a girl :(

7 more papers to go!

2009-11-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

Woah! Time flies so fast!
Only left with 7 more papers: POA, Lit, Malay and Science
Currently considering on what I should wear to prom.
And also whether or not I should go.
Went to town park, whitesands and ehub just now with Reuben, Wei Yang, Jaslin, Hidayat, Sufyan and Zuhaili and we had a blast! :D

Maths is over!!!

2009-10-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

Woots!
4 Paper Down!
Paper 2 was easier than I expected...much easier than 2008 paper for me, and that's a good thing! ^^

14 More Days Left!
Signed up for 'TP Rawks' this morning, have some pretty high hopes for it =D
Today was hilarious! 'Kekeke, hehehe, hahaha!' all the way XD

I so love TOP's solo remix 'Like Nothing Happened', very slow, rough and the piano parts are so nicely done. Damn I sound like a Korean geek, hehe >.<

English Language paper 1 & 2

2009-10-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

2 Paper down!!!
YEAH!!! ^^
Maths paper 1 tomorrow, GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!

:NO COMMENTS ON PAPERS:

Blast!!!

2009-10-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

Dota was fun, haven't had the chance to play it for a pretty long time.
Owned the game with my mates Firdaus ( Naix ) and Hamizzan ( Pudge ) against Zafran ( Shadowfiend ), Suhaimy ( Alchemist ) and Adikarya ( Dragon Knight ). Managed to kill several of my enemies with my Shadow Shaman, hehehe!
Also, played Counter-Strike. Was FREAKING challenging man! Firdaus is so IMBA!
If he and me were to be on the same team...^^
Got killed by Firdaus many times, and next to him is Zafran.
AS USUAL, I KICKASS! XD ( Bangga sendiri beb! )

I was free of stress moments ago but the moment I saw my pile of papers and books on my table.....
IT CAME BACK!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

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2009-10-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

FUUUYOOOOO!

Another 8 days to O level practical and 4 days after that, my English Paper 1 ( I think XP ).

Time flies so freaking fast. Can't believe that after 10 years of education, it's finally coming to an end... That is IF I pass... -.-

Looking back at old days, I will definitely miss my times being a teenager. How I wish I could remain a 16 year old for, like, ever ( remove O's and N's from your life and it's purrfect ). Having said this, I'd like to add that without my fellow and awesome buds, I could never have made it true ( though it's not even half-true XP ).

Do wish me luck in my O's, cause I'm definitely going to need it...
I really wish that all of us can succeed and go to the same places together... ( no wait, most of us; not ALL!!! )

i'm officially....

2009-10-11T19:18:00.001+08:00

a chocoholic! =D

raya was a blast!

2009-10-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

Thursday: Went out with the guys. Oh how tiring and funny it was! Though it was like a 10 minutes plan, everything went well!
Will upload some of the pictures taken on Sufyan's camera when he uploads it.
PS: Sufyan is well-knowned for uploading things such as videos and pictures like 3 months after XD

Friday: Went out with the guys, with a few drops of girls. Not as tiring and fun, but still enjoyable! Not everything went according to plan, there was some conflicts here and there, but what matters most is that we had a great time!

Tomorrow: Open house! I'm so gonna get tired! And trashed in Fifa 10! >X

I know it's kinda late, but happy birthday!

2009-09-29T12:16:00.000+08:00

Raya-time!

2009-09-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

To all who celebrates this auspicious day ( or month ) , Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin!

I'll change my tracks soon :D

Raya! But for some reason, I'm not excited about it...

2009-09-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

Raya comes in a matter of hours and I don't feel a sight bit of excitement.
Overcome with fear for doing badly in o's or prelims...
Went to make a special surprise for a special someone along with some special friends; Adikarya, Ariff, Firdaus, Hamizzan, Luqman, Sufyan, Zafran, Zuhaili, Mustaqim, Naufal, Qayyum and Zuhaili.

Hope it was freaking worth it because w put lots of effort in it, hehe =D
I should be changing tracks soon... Don't really know if it's good news or bad for some people.

I seriously feel that...
.......
>.<

Guitar Pro v5.2 Rocks my freaking world!

2009-09-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

I always thought guitar pro was only meant for guitarist until like 10 minutes ago when I learned that piano tabs can be seen on this application!
Woots!~~~

Anyways, some words of wisdom from one of my bestest friends, Koh Wei Yang :D

People said love is important,
but i think oxygen is more important |:

HAHA!~

Harapan Padamu Subur Kembali by Saujana

2009-09-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

Wahai Tuhanku Yang Esa
Bila kenangkan Qahar-Mu
Rasa gerun di hatiku
Kerana takutkan seksa-Mu

Hamba-Mu rasa berputus asa
Siapakah dapat bersihkan diri
Dari segala dosa yang memburu
Setiap hari setiap ketika

Tika mengenang Ghafar-Mu
Putus asa tiada lagi
Semangatku pulih semula
Harapanku subur kembali

Ujian menimpa menekan di jiwa
Tak sanggup meneruskan perjuanganku
Mehnah-Mu itu penghapus dosaku
Mengganti hukuman-Mu di akhirat

Di waktu mengenang rahma-tMu
Terasa diri kurang bersyukur
Pada-Mu harusku memohon
Moga syukurku bertambah

Alangkah susahnya
Mendidik nafsuku
Yang tidak mengenal kebenaran-Mu
Ya Alloh Tuhanku
Bantulah hamba-Mu
Dalam mendidik jiwaku ini

Wahai Tuhan ku Yang Esa
Bila kenangkan Qahar-Mu
Rasa gerun di hatiku
Kerana takutkan seksa-Mu

This song will be the main song for my blog until the end of Ramadhan

:D

Went to Istighfar with Adikarya for Terawih just now.
Met Sufyan, Sufiyan, Zaidi and Ruzz there.
Explored through the 'jungle' area, looking for someone...
Some kids were there, saying there was a masked person somewhere there.
And there were all running around screaming.
And the kids kept coming back to see this masked again.
The six of us went to 'investigate' some rumours related to that place.
I guess, it's safe to say, those rumours were true.
But I didn't really see, so I can't really give my side of story.

After that went to Whitesands Macdonalds to chill.
Then went home with Adi.

Tired, very...
I've been cleaning the house since after coming home from NTUC.
Woke up at 9.30am, after sahur and all, to get ready for class.
Finished at around 10.30am, then went to Tampines Mall to meet up with parents.
Shopped at NTUC and reached home at 1.00pm.
Rested for a while, then started doing chores.
Stopped at 4.30pm, and I spent another 2hours in front of the computer.

Haizzz...
Life is so boring now,
I need something more exciting...

Cari Gaduh or what? ( Looking for a fight or what? )

2009-09-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

Earlier just now, some minah said to her friend "Pakai baju kurong macam paham" after me and my friends ( Adikarya, Hamizzan and Sufyan ) walked past them.
Talk about being stupid. How can a malay girl not know that kind of stuff?
Isn't it obvious where we are going? Hamizzan told me when we were in the bus.
He said "Perempuan tu stare stare pat aku sia... Abeh dier ckp 'pakai baju kurong mcm phm' "
Translation: That girl stare stare at me sia... Then she said "Wear baju kurong like real only"

Straight away me and Sufyan got angry. Who wouldn't?
They dared not to talk in front of us, but talk behind our backs in a voice which is loud enough for us to hear only when we were leaving.
Are all malay girls as cowardly as that? I hope not but I'm starting to think so.
If they had a problem with us, which I don't think so as we did nothing but talk, they should have told us straight in the face, and not behind our backs.
I am very disappointed with the malay community in Singapore, no wonder we are always looked down on.
We should display positive sides of ourselves so that we can change the mindset of others in public and get rid of the stereotypical view people have on malays.
Just because of a small handful of people who did wrong, monkeyed around in public, get into trouble, the whole group gets the same title or name.
Imagine if you are in such a position, how'd you feel?
Don't treat others the way you don't want to be treated.

Going back to the minahs,
We really felt like hitting them with whatever back in their faces.
Hamizzan was partly at fault for being too kind-hearted.
Why do kind-hearted people always get stepped all over?

As from now, if similar events were to happen to either me or my families or friends when I'm within the vicinity,
I would really hit them back in their faces...
That is...
If the situation allows me to...

On a sidenote, blogger posting page is finally back in business!
It's working perfectly again! YAY!~ XDHowever, I can't upload pictures and videos yet....... T_T

NOTE: Sorry for future purposes, such as getting yourselves into fight or whatsoever

Talk about paiseh and luck!

2009-09-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

During this Ramadan month, better known as fasting month as muslims have to fast on this month, I've been experiencing both luck and no luck. Not really no luck, just, hard to say in words...
I guess what I'm trying to say is like, falling down in front of a massive group of people.
Simpler form of what I'm trying to say is= paiseh! T_T

First, we shall start with the 'paiseh' parts:
1- I called a random boy who was wearing red house pe shirt and holding a table tennis bat "Sze You", a table tennis member and also a friend of mine.
2- I was whacked in the face by Fadzil when he rammed the ball in front of me.
3- I tripped on the ball when I was all alone with the ball with no one tackling me.
4- I called Liyana from 4/8, Mahirah before one of the night studies.
5- I burped after break fast in night study a few days back. Unfortunately, the burp was loud enough to be heard by EVERYONE in the canteen, and EVERYONE was looking at my direction!

Alright, moving on with lucky events:
1- I think most people did not know it was me who burped in the canteen that night as I was with my earpiece at full blast and I gave the freaking blur look, hoping not to grab attention of people who were looking my way. Making it look like as if, I'm INNOCENT! XD
2- I got a $2 off when purchasing my new Warrior shoes.
3- I ( and some friends; Adi, Firdaus, Hamizzan and Zafran ) got some free kueh from one of the shops in Tampines West today, near Prime.

Life's all complicated right now.
Hopefully more events will fill lucky events! :D

And now, for some quotes!

People said I've changed...
But I think I've finally found myself...
-Koh Wei Yang's handphone =D

Don't dream for things to happen...
Go out and make them happen!
-Once again, Koh Wei Yang's handphone XD

Everyone wants to be different...
That is what makes us all the same.
-Again, Koh Wei Yang's handphone X>

Everyone has the ability...
The only difference is how you use it.
-Surprisingly, Miss Wong's topical tests list!

And lastly...

Sometimes,
You just think too much.
-The one and only, Koh Wei Yang! XD

testing only =D

2009-09-03T06:13:00.000+08:00

LOL!
LOL!
LOL!

Damned....

2009-08-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

Lol, just realized that my playlist is no longer working thanks to the copyright issue.
Why so sian... -.-

Broke fast in mosque today.
Made some new friends, but I have no idea of what their names are XO

Worked a hell lot today. Damn tired...
Started at around 2.45pm since class ended early today.
Started work like 15 minutes later, due to travelling and resting time =D
Today, surprisingly, there was very few people working, and as a result, MORE WORK!
Me and my brother seriously worked our asses man.
In comparison to last week, me and my brother slacked a lot due to the overwhelming amount of manpower.
Maybe they got 'sacked' hehe XD
But, I feel a great sense of accomplishment after all that.
Being able to see over 300 smiles today because of what we did really made my day.

I'm so addicted to Number One by Big Bang and also Abracadabra by Brown Eyed Girl thanks to Adikarya, my new 'brother'! :D

I'm so freaking sick of the html page in blogger.
For some reason, I can't seem to be able to see the usual coloured page along with javascript page when creating a new post including editting of previous posts.
This, for some reason, doesn't affect template editing.
I so need help in this!
It's hard to Bold and Italic words...
This condition applies to all my web browsers, Opera, Firefox, Msn Explorer and Internet Explorer.
Haizzz...

Tomorrow I'm going to 'Groom My Room' again, for the 6th time this year, I think... O.O
Better get the rest I need =D

Alhamdulillah!

2009-08-26T06:17:00.000+08:00

Woot! 4 days have passed another 25 more days to go!
Everything seems to be going rather fine nowadays,
Perhaps it is the miracle of the fasting month.
I successfully bargain with a shopkeeper when buying a pair of shoes last two days,
And some other things...
Another event that happened which really shocked me was the phone-check incident yesterday.
My class had to be checked for handphones as one of the teachers saw some of students in my class using it. Since they didn't own up, she conducted a check on all of us.
Azmeera, you are freaking lucky sia!

By the way, I'm not disappointed with these people at all. I might have done the same if I were in your position.
But since, nothing happened to me, there is no direct impact on me in anyway.
So, just to reassure, I don't blame you guys.

return of the motherfuckers!

2009-08-20T14:51:00.000+08:00

Haizzz...
Motherfuckers strikes back! :O
Today in class at exactly 1.50pm I was having a battle with my ego in class all the way till I get home.
Vented my anger on my pillow...
And I still have plenty to spare...

Come on la guys.
I faced reality.
I got nothing to be proud of.
I don't have the looks.
I don't have the skills.
I'm not talented.
As commented by many people, I can't play the FREAKING guitar or the piano that well.
I can't even be totally pro in games.
So why can't you all let me have some glory when I can?
I try to seize every oppurtunity I can get to 'show-off' ( as you all say it ) because I simply have nothing to boast about other than my results.
And, to be even more stupid, my results ARE'NT that good.
Many others did better than me.
So next time...
I'd really respect if you would want to think about how you would feel if you asked me how much I got.
Because I was not trying to boast or anything just now, I was just being honest.
If you don't want to hear it then don't ask.
And for those assholes who suddenly joined in mocking me...
Which is, in this case, some of my 'closests' 'friends'...
Come on la...
What 'telah' happened to 'bros before host?'
I'm totally convinced that I can't depend on you guys anymore now.
All those insults about me thinking about myself, I think I'll gladly take it.
Because now, I'm no longer going to think about my 'bros' anymore.
From now on, it's all about 'host'.
Better that way, 'bros' step all over my head and I get nothing.
What's the FUCKING point?

Mother Tongue O Level Results

2009-08-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

Many people were crying...
Sad, disappointed of themselves.
I, on the other hand, am feeling highly motivated to do better when I retake the paper.
Ever since secondary 1, I've never got a B4 and above for Malay.
It's quite embarrassing I know... -.-
Anyways, I got a B3 and a Merit for my Oral.
ALmost everyone got the same as me, and they were crying.
Most probably it's because they were always scoring A's and stuff.
I was telling some of them who asked me if I was 'sad', "You cry now no point. No matter how hard you cry you still can't change the grades you got. Better to let it be."
Thinking back on what I said, I feel like as if I did something wrong.
Well, let's just hope not.

Never thought you were like that...

2009-08-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

Well, recently just changed the tracks in my playlist.
Coincidentally one of them reminds me of someone.
Someone I know of as a friend.
Almost more than that.
Until I came across somethings which really made me think that my friend might not be who I think he/she is.
He/She really knows how to lie.
And definitely getting better all the time.
DANCE FCUKER DANCE! ~LOL~

I really never thought you were like that.
Never had it hit me that you would be like that.
Thought that you were good, and always good.
Guess I was wrong. Come to think of it, I'm always wrong.
I see no reason as to why you have to lie to me and all sorts of things.
I'm really sick and tired of talking with you, but I'm going to act as if I'm not.
Hopefully you'll change for the better.

Woah crap...
I'm still injured from the latest football match I had with the Sec 3s. And I can't believe it. So basically, one of the guys rembat the ball at point blank.
Being obviously impossible to dodge the ball in time due to my size, I turned around hoping it won't hit me.
The ball, sadly, hit me on my right ankle but my ankle was doing fine. On the other hand, my right hip was in pain. And it still is. Oh crap...
The day before this incident I injured my left thumb and it's much better now. I actually went home in front of like... so many people, secondary 1 to 5, just because of a swollen thumb. How embarrassing it was... >.<
Haizzz...

Chatted with Rayyan just now. Talked a bit, but nothing interesting enough. Hopefully tomorrow's date with Rayyan would be much more meaningful XD

Suddenly, suddenly, I have this urge to want to talk to you...
When can you come online... T_T
I kind of miss not talking to you...
And doing our everyday stuff in school like last time...
Those last moments I had with you are very meaningful to me...
And I hope it is for you to...
Though I'm quite sure they aren't XD
Well, I've faced reality! :D

Freaking Faggots...

2009-08-12T21:29:00.001+08:00

Some people just don't know when to stop...
Haizzz...

THX AR WEI YANG!

2009-08-06T19:18:00.000+08:00

Lol, totally got punk'd by Wei Yang and Reuben today.
Aiyoooo, you made me look like a FREAKING idiot sia!
LUCKILY NOT TRUE!!!
I'll be wasting a GOLDEN OPPURTUNITY SIA LIDDAT!!!
Anyways, today, I kena blamed for some peoples' actions.
Basically, Sufyan and Zuhaili disturb Yong Seng, and it wasn't that much of a big deal.
Yong Seng eventually got fed-up, well who wouldn't right?
Then the first thing that happened was "Nawfal! Why you disturb him?!"
Then I was like staring into empty space going "What THE F***!?"
What in the world did I do wrong? I was just minding my own business sia skali you all blame me...
T_T
Then Zuhaili and Sufyan you all never scream at ar?!
Well, what to do, my face ader chap troublemaker kan? O.O
Haizzz....
Well, tomorrow....
I soooo don't feel like coming... -.-
Sadly, I can't get an MC for tomorrow so I must come.
I'm so not looking forward to what is going happen tomorrow...
AHHHHHHHHH!

Now I'm starting to realise a lot of things...
People change, feelings change...
And I think it's happening to me...
Just hope it'll lead to something good...

Big Problem!

2009-08-03T18:54:00.000+08:00

Nowadays I get FREAKING pissed off with SOME people. Not saying who luh, go figure out.
Oh and by the way, it's a 'she'.
The way she acts sometimes makes me think way way way way way back and think about many many many things which I find too private for me to post it here. Anyways, she makes me fed-up a lot.
Here's the thing, she's just too childish. She thinks differently, way differently than us 16-year-olds. In fact she hasn't mature in terms of thinking. Sometimes she can really make me super fed-up.
She can be happy one second and the next, she's upset with you. And you'll be left clueless, thinking about what the F*** you have done wrong, when in actual fact, NOTHING!
I wish I could write more about her, but frankly speaking, I'm quite afraid to do so in fact. Not because I got no guts or anything, I just don't want to start a fight. I'll just live with that attitude of hers until end of this year and I really hope I won't be in the same school with her from next year onwards. I'm just writing this post because I'm damned pissed.
So basically, some people don't think and say stuff or do stuff that might hurt others. I kind of experienced this a few days back by 'her'. I was in a real emergency and there she was, talking crap to me. Well, kind of my fault to. I guess I asked the wrong person. Luckily, there's only one person in my life with that kind of attitude, other than my younger sister.
Nowadays when I see her, I get reminded of all the stupid arguments I had with her and how I wish I never had met her. How peaceful my life would be!

Anyways, I was talking to Zuhaili this morning and he told me something, about Charmian's blog. So I went to check and I saw a hate-tagger. Ermmm... hate-tagger 'penny', you kind of hate the wrong person. I don't know how you are related to Charmian, but I think she's a nice person and a very good friend of mine. So I would suggest you either apologize to her or just walk away and pretend nothing has happened. Don't try to fight it out on Charmian's tagboard about the way she does things. Who are we to correct others. For all we know, you yourself might be doing the same thing but you don't realise it, that is if you are a girl luh. If you are a boy, all the more, do you have no self-respect? Who are you to comment on people like that? Respect brother, respect. Be a gentlemen.
So, once again, 'penny' look at yourself in the mirror and think about all the wrong doings you have done in this world. And see if you are worthy to correct others about things like that. If you are not, then start correcting yourself.

Kenduri at Grandma's place

2009-08-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

Boring!!! Was so looking forward to another great soccer match but turns out...
my cousins and brother were too busy watching football on Football Channel. Why don't we just play and see the highlights later huh? O.o
So I jiwang alone, playing my psp ( Prinny till third stage, then I practically gave up as it was too hard for me ) and playing my cousin's guitar.
I'm so used to Rayyan's 5 string ( currently 4, I broke one string ) guitar, I can't play on my cousin's guitar.
It's much bigger compared to Rayyan's, haiz...
But I spent most of my time practising songs that requires 6 strings such as More Than Words and Menghapus Jejakmu and also not forgetting, Haru Haru!
Haru Haru on guitar sounds so weird for me, but the tune is there, and that's all that matters.
Was looking on youtube and I found the acoustic version of Haru Haru, on piano+guitar. And I think it's wonderful!

ALSO, the girls in these music videos are so pretty!!! ^^

KAO!!!

2009-07-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

Waaaaaa
Just Ghost-ed my computer another time making a record total of 4 ghosts per day.
Somehow, the moment I upgrade my Service Pack for Operating System Windows XP to Service Pack 2, my whole computer just started crashing. Can't even shut down properly.
Damn...
Because of this, I have to use my old msn messenger ( v7.0 ) as I can't use Windows Live Messenger. Windows Live Messenger requires Service Pack 2 or 3 for XP. Same goes for Google Chrome, and I was just starting to like it.
Currently installing World Of Warcraft :D
I was bored and so decided to post this boring post...

xoxoxoxo

'O' Level Listen Comprehension Mother Tongue

2009-07-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

I think I screwed up big time. My answers are almost everything different compared to my other friends. Got quite confused a lot of times. Why must listening comprehension be so confusing...-.-

There was suppossed to be an eclipse today at 8.40am. But all I saw, in fact; everyone in PRCS, were dark clouds. It was raining non-stop from 6.45am till 9.33am. Super unlucky. How rare is an eclipse? Chances of seeing it in a lifetime is like 1%. And, totally missed it due to poor weather conditions. Ms Wong looked rather happy though, I guess she knows the class would now pay more attention towards her. We were all so excited to see it though, the eclipse I mean...

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince

2009-07-21T19:05:00.001+08:00

Bad...
Bad ending, bad story, bad everything...
I felt like as if I paid only to see Emma Watson.
The graphics in this movie was almost identical to the ones in the previous movies.
I think the previous Harry Potter movies were better compared to this one.
Expected more fight scenes...there was too few...
Order Of The Phoenix had more fight scenes compared to this I guess ( I'm not that sure, haven't watched it yet ).
Well...whatever it is, will download it soon and compare the two. Really looking forward to the next Harry Potter movie, the ending for Half Blood Prince was crap. So many questions needed to be asked... -.-|||
Guess all my questions will be answered in the next movie.

Crap... tomorrow is 'O' level listening comprehension exam!!!
Well...not to worry though...there's nothing to study :P
But, like all other major examinations, I am freaking nervous...!!!
Hopefully tomorrow's paper would be more straightforward than the practice past year paper I did in Malay class just now. I managed to answer 3 questions correctly, by luck. Haizzzzz...

Watched the PRCS Corporate video just now during cme and frankly speaking...
I WAS LIKE "OMG!!!"
It was like a real tv ad and more importantly.....hehe
Well anyways, the video can be seen in our school website,
In case you guys don't know, here's the link!
Corporate Video: http://www.pasirriscrestsec.info/Announcement/corpVid.htm
PRCS 10th Anniversary Celebration Video: http://www.pasirriscrestsec.info/Announcement/10annVid.htm

Solar Eclipse, 22 July 2009 & 2012 End Of The World?

2009-07-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

The news is spreading, fast. In fact, too fast I guess. What's more surprising is that the fact that people has been saying that there will be another tsunami on the 22 July 2009, the day of the solar eclipse.
Now...
This got me really freakingly confused...
What has the eclipse got to do with tsunamis?
Alright, let's go to basics. How do tsunamis come about?
From what I know...
Underwater earthquakes.
So, my question is...
How does a solar eclipse affect the Earth in such a way that it has to produce an earthquake underwater thus leading to another tsunami?
As we all know, in science, the moon has its own gravitational field strength. But, lesser compared to that on the Earth.
Hence...during an eclipse, water level will rise. No earthquakes or what-so-ever.
I've been doing some research on my own, and I came to a conclusion that it is a hoax.
But I do not completely believe that it is a hoax. It might just happen, who knows.

Alright, moving on...
2012...? Mayans?
The year the Earth and the human race will cease to perish?
Planet X will collide with the Earth? Pass the Earth by chance?
Planet Nibiru?
Winter solstice?
Is it going to be a repeat of the destruction caused during Noah's time?
Or like the disappearance of Atlantis?
Human rebirth?
Well, this topic has many questions that needs to be answered.
Alright, for those who are completely clueless right now...
It is predicted by the Mayans from ancient times that our world, will cease to exist on the 21/12/2012.
But...
This will lead to the birth of a larger creative cycle than the past four events and will trigger a correspondingly larger degree of destruction since the larger birth is also a more painful birth.
This unkwown planet, on the highly tilted axis, will it collide into Earth?
Like I said, this has many mysteries to it...
But, a more important question is...
What are we going to do about it? Or...
What are we going to do in our remaining time left if it were to be true?
Whether it's true or not, I'll give it to you to decide.
As for me, I believe that it is not true. Actually it is against my religion to believe this crap. For me, only God knows when doomsday/ judgement day/armageddon/ end of the world is. The date is unkwown and was left unkwown to us simply because, God does want us to continue praying and doing good. If the date was known to us, well... that'll change everything, in massive scales.
For more information on 2012, you can go to this website. http://www.endoftime2012.com/
Quite an interesting site to prove that it might be true. Well, you decide whether it's true or not.
Judging by certain outcomes, I might delete this particullar post on this sensitive issue.

Outbreak in class, and then...enlightenment

2009-07-08T17:53:00.000+08:00

Just now during English, someone got fed-up with someone...
And the other one got fed-up with everyone else...
Why are things like this happening now?
We are going to face our O levels this year dammit, try to control yourselves.
Not everyone hates you, just some. Don't assume it's everyone. You haven't seen the world yet.
Just be yourself, and do what you think is best. Freaking out was not really a good move just now...
But I think by doing that, our classmates will get to realize about the mistakes they had made to their fellow friends. I know I have...
Looking back at all the 'backstabbing' I have done, I really feel bad about myself. Who am I to backstab them in the first place...?
I am way way worse than them. Sometimes, I do think to myself, why do I hate some people...
And I realize, I have no answer. I just follow the crowd. As much as I hate to admit it, I'm a comformist. I follow the sheeps...
It's a sad thing... seriously...
For 16 years of my life, I have been living as a wannabe-non-comformist, and it turns out, I DO follow the majority.
Well, I'm going to try to change things.
Ask everybody this question, "Do you want to be somebody that follows, or leads?"
The answer is really quite obvious. If you say you want to be somebody that follows someone else, you must be lying to me. If given the choice, no one wants to follow, all of us, each and every individual wishes to lead.
Now, start working towards that.

To right others, you need to correct yourself first

Haizzz...
I'm feeling very guilty...
It's been so long since I talked to you...
Sorry for ignoring you like 100% of the times...
I just felt very awkward....
Sorry if I made you feel awkward...
I'm starting to miss you so much...
Can we start anew?
Hmmm...
I guess not...
I admit, it is my fault...
So...
Sorry...

10 Year Anniversary!!!

2009-07-03T23:52:00.001+08:00

DAMN SHIOK!!!
Went to get a new pair of black shoes because mine tore apart and I couldn't find a cobbler in time.
Then went to Istighfar for firday prayers. Was waiting for Sufyan from 12.05pm till like 1.00pm++
Terrible sia he... -_-
Anyways, after that, lepak with Sufyan, Zuhaili, Zuhaili, Adrie, Naufal, Mustaqim, Qayyum, Ariff and Zameerul underneath the void deck behind the bus stop 17 nearest to school. Talked about some stupid stuff and laughed a lot too!
Then, went to school at around 2.30pm, changed into my whites and then put on my blazer. Duty starts at 3.30pm, but was there early. Met a lot of seniors and old teachers. Really liked the performances in hall, it was really interesting. A few cock-ups here and there when on duty. Slacked most of the time at the hall. Quite boring, but Isryan, Adikarya, Hafeez and Zaidi managed to steal my boredom away =D
After the whole event, we took lots and lots of photos. Sadly, I have none with me as I have downgraded my handphone to a more classic version of a Nokia coloured phone which is camera-less. I'll be searching for my pictures today, hehe.
MAY upload if it's nice XD

O Level Mother Tongue Oral Examinations!!!

2009-07-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

Wow! Sufyan really amazed me with his psychic-like powers. He said he felt like that the topic was going to be something related to technology. He started asking around for the translation of some words such as "World-Wide-Web" and "Internet". We were in the Media Resource Library and were waiting for each of our turns. Among the malay guys in my class, I was the first, and LUCKILY, for them, I was one of the weaker ones. So when I was practicing, I came across certain words I realised...I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA HOW TO PRONOUNCE.... -_-|||
When I was tested by the Cikgus, aku asal-boleh kentut jer. ={

Anyways, after Oral, I went to the briefing for ushers at 3/1. I thought I was late, but surprisingly, I was early, even after the class was packed with people. After briefing, went to help out with decorating the school and stuff, anything we could get our hands on. It was fun. Messed up several times though.

Tomorrow is going to be freaking tiring. But, I'll definitely enjoy =]

Last Day Of Holidays :(

2009-06-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

Today, went out to Orchard Cineleisure to accompany my sis and younger cousin, along with my aunt and uncle to watch Dora the movie. While they went to watch the movie, me and my bro spent $20 purchasing a new Timezone Power Card which offers us VIP pricing and enables us to earn Reward Points and Tokens, I think...So anyway, there was this promotion till 2pm, top-up $20 and get $40 value. So, what the hell, me and my bro decided to get that deal without hesitation. Surprisingly, $40 was not enough to satisfy my lust for games. Though the place was small and there were only few games. My favourite King Of Fighters Maximum Impact was not there :(. Played games like Blazing Angels, Guitar Hero ( I so sucked at this ), Initial D 5 ( I suck at this too ), and Time Crisis 4(I almost completed the game!!! WASTED!!! ) . Also played King Of Fighters 1998, a classic, and also Strider Hiryu 2, another classic. Then went to PastaMania where I sank my teeth into a hot plate of cheesy beef lasagnia. After that, went to Parkway to see around. Interesting things happened on the way there. Scanning as usual and met lots of hehe. There was this one time at the front of the mall, where something totally grabbed my attention. This, is kinda private, so I won't say it here, sorry luh :P
So, then, when in the mall, me and my bro went to Timezone, again.
We wasted so much $$$ on the stackking blocks game. Me and my bro were always, too close to getting the major prize, either a Sony Ericsson headset or a Nokia E63. There was also another machine which gives a Wii, a digicam and a Sony Ericsson handphone as major prizes. I almost got to the top, like a lot of times. My bro and sis said I was too rushing. Well...I guess so. Well, I guess we just got to train harder. The objective of the game is rather simple. It's like the opposite of tetris, instead of clearing, you must stack them to reach the top. The higher you go the faster the boxes move, thus stressing you upside-down. I get like freaking fucked up almost everytime when I was at the last part. Well, who wouldn't.
So, after that, we went home, in a rush, fearful of dad. Damn afraid he would scream at us for getting home so late. Luckily, we escaped death, and here I am now typing this entry as I wait for my Travel Declaration Form to be ready. Hmmm....
Well, it's all ready, and I 'll be going now.

PS: Sorry for the really awkward ending. :P

Transformers 2: Revenge Of The Fallen

2009-06-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

Met up with the dudes at Macdonalds in Downtown East. Dudes=Sufyan, Naufal, Reuben, Mustaqim, Qayyum, Ridzuan, Zuhaili, Adrie, Adikarya, Shah, Ariff, Abdul and Indra. Went to play some arcade and pool before the movie as we still had plenty of time. Then went in to watch movie at 2.30pm.

THIS MOVIE IS SO FREAKING AWESOME!!!
The graphics, the actions, the humour, the hot megan fox, all add ups =D.
Well, this movie is two thumbs up. Really entertaining. Even during the fighting bit, you might find yourself laughing away to some of the weird characters such as Reuben, an Ex-personnel of the now closed Sector 7.
Transformers 2 definitely has much more humour and sexual reference compared to Transformers 1. It also has more action and more fights. The movie has a slight twist somewhat in the middle part of the movie, I won't tell you, you guys have to find out. Lol! Don't want to spoil the movie for you ;)
This time, there are more tiny bots, Decepticons made out of kitchen appliances and remote control cars. Also, the robots don't only limit themselves to vehicles this time. There is now animal-like and humanoid-like bots too. Scorponox and Starscream, the only few that survived in Transformers 1 are also here. Sadly, Scorponox came out for a while. And you guys get to see Starscream getting bullied by Megatron in this film, just like in the original cartoon!
And just when you thought that there is no one more evil than Megatron, hehe...
Megatron has a Master. And his master is an ancestor of Optimus Prime. Okay, I won't spoil the movie anymore so, enjoy watching!
Megan Fox is super-hot!

I so wanna jam again!

2009-06-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

Looking back at all my jamming videos, I really feel the urge of going jamming again. Even though we are not that good in producing covers, well...
We'll let these videos do the talking.

With the right attitudes, these guys can perform much better.

Compared to our first trial, I believe that we really have improved. Look at how I play the bass, so gay >.<

And for talent quest last year, we ROCKED! YAY!~

Who says you need nice vocals to sing in public? Hehe :D

Sardine

2009-06-19T22:25:00.011+08:00

Today, went to Masjid Al-Istighfar, suppossedly to meet a friend there, but he did'nt turn up. Luckily I met Sufyan and the other D&T dudes there. At least ader teman dok =D
So talked to Sufyan, a lot. Then went to school, in my baju kurung and jeans. Haha!
Managed to get through the gate. I think it's because the guards know me. Good!
So played with my wife. Tried to play all the songs I remembered, and managed to play some only. Just shows that practice does makes perfect.
Met the Art babes, but surprisingly they weren't doing art. Haha.
Played soccer with the D&T dudes and almost got caught with Mr Ng. Very very very close call.
Went to central after that to buy 'minyak nenek' for my mother. 'Minyak nenek' in direct translation of english is 'Oil Grandmother'. Hope I got that right XD
After that went home and met Shah when I was on the bus. So talked to him a bit, about school stuff.
When I reached home, I chiong-ed with my homework. Finished up my Chemistry till Paper 12, a big accomplishment for me. Then I played Dota, randomed a Rhasta. My team lost, amazingly, when we were pushing the top and bottom lanes at the 11th minute. Bloody Anti-Mage, keep on burning my mana. ( LOL most probably you have no idea what the f*** I'm talking about )

Laugh Out Loud to Land Of The Lost and Ghost of Girlfriends past

2009-06-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, me and Wei Yang went to catch Ghost of Girlfriends past at Ehub after my Friday prayers. It was a last minute thing, so lots of people could not make it. Furthermore, some people did not even reply to me -.-
Alright, the movie was alright. I'll give it 3 stars out of 5. Lots of sexual humour and sexual talks in this movie. I started to get bored after like 15 minutes through the movie. But I still did laugh a lot during the whole thing.

Yesterday, went to the airport to see my aunt, cousin and uncleS off. They are going for a holiday to some place in Turkey. Hope you guys will have fun. Well, I'm sure you guys will! =D
Met some really cute girls at the airport, and they were staring back at me, most probably because of my wondrously huge pimple or because I've been staring at them. I seriously had fun scanning XD. Played with my baby cousin a lot. Drank some hot rich coffee to warm myself up, I was like freezing in there man. Met Aisyah ( sec 2 ) there too. Somehow, my aunt managed to persuade my dad to let me and my siblings to stay at my grandma's place. It's been a long time since I slept there. I practically played Wii and Xbox till 4am at my aunt's place, and slept there.

Today, I woke up at 11.53am, on the dot. The first thing I did was to play Xbox again, then I went to my grandma's place to have my breakfast. Played with my baby cousin again, damn, I'll never get tired of playing with her. She's so cute especially when she speaks. Went to catch Land of The Lost after my baby cousin had just fallen asleep. Lots of confusion on the way to Ehub. Don't feel like elaborating on it, because it's pretty much embarrassing. Played arcade, pool and had lunch before the movie which starts at 7.15pm. Won my brother once out of three matches in pool. Hey, it's pretty good, it's my second time playing it okay!

Should check out the movie Land of The Lost. It's outrageously funny shit! Super nonsensical and crap. Laughter filled the room millions of time. I'll give it 5 stars out of 5. Seriously, go c heck it out!

Councillor BBQ 2009

2009-06-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

BBQ WAS DAMN SHIOK!!!

I really enjoyed my time. I had no regrets at all =D
So, firstly, I had dota match with Zafran ( two 1v1 games and 1 public game, I won only once in 1 v1 and lost in the rest -_-||| ).
Then I had to study, or my dad will kill me.
So after that I called Charmian and told her I was going, then she was like all "YAY!~"
So decided to meet up with her and Joleen at Pasir Ris Interchange at 4.15pm.
Surprisingly, I was first, as usual. So I did some scanning.
When Joleen came we walked to Cheers, where we were suppossed to meet the rest at 4.30pm.
Zafrul, Adriana, Pavithra and Trixie were already there waiting. Nadiah went to get marinated chicken accompanied by Claire. And some of the Sec 1's were there.
So then we walked to the pit, a waste of 15 minutes.
It was like, far...-.-
When we reached there...
I saw some guys, who were there, but weren't suppossed to be. This really spoiled my mood for the first few hours. So I sat alone at one of the benches near the beach and blasted music. Charmian came and asked me why I was 'emo-ing' -_-
Lol, wasn't the answer obvious enough?
So basically, I was waiting for the main event, the water fight, which was suppossed to be at night.
Hmmm...so what do I do to kill time???
I played soccer, american football, guitar and do some nonsensical things to keep myself entertained. Did not really managed to eat properly, only had like 3 fishballs and 2 undercooked chicken.
At night I help one of the guys return their bikes which they rented, and me and Claire almost got lost, on the way back that is.
Every thing looks the same -.-
Then...WATER FIGHT!!!
Haha!
For the first few mintues, I was pretending to talk on the phone, so I managed to miss the first 30 minutes worth of being splashed at. Hehe
Then I kena by almost everyone...
So I took the bottle and splash at anyone I see. Haha.
After water fight, when to Macs for dinner with some of the guys.

I feel...

2009-06-05T16:22:00.000+08:00

Haiz...
Lately, I've been getting this feeling that my old friends have something against me
I don't know why, but I just 'sense' this...
Through their actions and speech
I also feel like as if they think I am like a freaking traitor
But isn't it my choice to pick who I want to hang out with?
It's my life goddamit, you guys have to respect my decision
People also keep asking me about why I hang out with different people nowadays
Well, to put it simply, I feel more respected
I'm used to the very limited attention I received since Primary 1
And I find my 'new' friends much more entertaining, though they can be pretty 'bastard' at times
Let's just hope that this is just a feeling I have and nothing more
I really hope they have nothing against me

Today marks the day of the end of structured programme. YAY!
Like finally man, holidays here I come! But I still have to prepare for my exam tomorrow
Hopefully I can do well in my religious class examination
Today also had to act as a mock class
Was quite entertaining, a great way to kill time
But it was quite lame also, did nothing much
Said nothing much, but I did laugh a lot
Saw the camera in front of me like a million times ( NOTE: exaggeration )
Then I was like " I know I handsome lah but don't do that leh XD "
Sufyan went " What you say? I swear I fainted for a while back then "
Haha

Looking forward to the bbq session this coming Tuesday
But, sadly, Matt is not attending, ( because he lazy -.- ) and so I don't really have that much company
Matt is the only good friend I have in the councillor board, other than Virgil and Aaron who quit few years back
Matt says he has nothing to do there
He says he'll be there playing his PSP non-stop, and I agree with that fact

I think I'm going to tell SOME people my new blog link.
Kinda boring not having any comments or what-so-ever, I feel like I am talking to a damn wall ( literally )

O LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE

2009-06-01T22:26:00.001+08:00

IT WAS A KILLER!!!

WOW

2009-05-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

Wow...
Was blog hopping just now,
And I came across this blog
Apparently there's a argument because of what this person posted about
Well, I'm not going to take sides and I'm not going to include myself inside this 'problem'
But the argument is quite interesting...
It makes me think back about life and things related to life
I guess we all should look in the mirror before telling others what is right or wrong
Good luck to this person and gang in overcoming this problem

Monday, I miss you
Tuesday, I miss you even more
Wednesday, I miss you much much more
Today, I'm almost dead missing you

Sad thing...
You haven't been talking to me,
Maybe it's because of the fact I've been 'avoiding' you
Well, can't make that an excuse, I didn't block you on msn you know? ;)
You seem to be very excited to make me fall for someone else
You wanted to know the truth, I gave it to you
So now, why do you do this?
I stare at your picture day and night
Knowing that you and I will never be together
But, I still cling on this thin rope called 'Hope'
And I don't want it to break just yet
For I still have feelings for you
I can't understand the way you think,
You think like as if you got more than 1 brain XD
But, that's what I like about you =D

1st post for my new blog

2009-05-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

Today, nothing interesting really happened.
I changed my tie, from the striped to the ordinary ones,
Someone seems to be very happy I'm not with them anymore
Well, to hell with you
Had extra class after school ( Mother Tongue ), learned some good phrases through songs
Was quite interesting at first, but then I fell asleep soon after
It was much too boring after like, 1 hour of the it
I'm currently addicted to 'Camelia' by Irwansyah, introduced by my dear cousin
I really love the song, though it has no meaning in my life other than one part of the chorus:

" Kau wanita terhebat.
Yang pernah singgah di hatiku.
Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi.
Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini.
Mungkin di suatu saat nanti.
Kau temui cinta yang sejati. "